No plan for holiday, and weird phenomenon

Ello~
Long time not see (after JLPT incident)
Sora speaking.

I'm still on my super long holiday till September, and do nothing but sleep and playing around the net everyday. Singapore cancelled, London cancelled, Japan cancelled. All of my plan cancelled so I do nothing LOL My parents are so moody, one day they say "okay you can go", and the other they would say "no you can't go". Hmph. Okay. No plan for this holiday.

Recently, I got a very high fever. Well, the cause is funny.
Here in Indonesia is already entering a transition period, where it's not summer nor rainy season. There is a lot of mosquitoes on this period. One night, I spray my room with anti-mosquitoes and I suppose to not entering my room for the next one hour, but I forgot and spent 15 minutes on my room until I cough a lot and realizes I was half poisoned already. And after that, I got fever. Perfect xD It's already three days of fever, and I can do nothing.
My family only laugh on me when they know I got fever because of this.

And there is a weird phenomenon too. That is the first time I cry of happiness.
There is someone I admire so much, and people talk about him on twitter about how his works and much, and they appraise him. When I read it, I'm burst with tears and somehow feel so proud (oh hello who are you? xDD). This feelings happen a lot, but I never feel so happy until I cry. It's not about me but somehow I feel so happy as it was me. My friend told me, "That is the signal that you love him dearly". Seriously?
I remember the new year time, I heard he will do 'something', I was so happy but I feel worried about him. And when I saw it going smoothly, I cried and said "yokatta T___T" a lot. Maybe, I was super nervous rather than him so when I saw it went smoothly, I was crying as I relieved it was okay.
Maybe, I love him for serious. Really? I still didn't believe it myself.
Oh, I don't really trust love these days. I want to focus on my study now. Study >> Love.

That is weird phenomenon number one.

The other is..
I have some kind weird habit to check every news on the morning. Both my local/domestic news and international news. I sometimes talk with my friend about that news. I feel uneasy if there is something happened and I have no clue what is it, so I check news everyday. And until one day I realized, the news I talk on the morning will be headline on the night news. I was like ===> 0___________________0 REALLY?? Well, it only happen twice (2 last week consecutively). I hope this is just a mere coincidence. I hope.


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oh my god, so random
LOL

Thanks for reading.

JLPT and ... *sigh*

Sunday, July 1, 2012. I'm going for JLPT test (nihongo noryokushiken). This is my first time taking JLPT so I'm so excited to go. I ready to go at about 8 am (test is 10 am), and take train. In the train, I do my morning routines like checking news, saying hi to people I talk the night before (I tend to slept in the middle of conv =P), and then I practicing kanji with one of my android application. I was so into my phone, sho when the train stop to a certain station, I panicked and went off from the train.