Birthday Personality : 7 April

I got fever recently, I have a lot of free times so I browsed my own birthday. Since I only know one celebrity with same birthday with me, Jackie Chan, I would like to know other famous person with same birthday with me.  I browsed, read, and ..... I don't know most of them lmao.

20 Things That Mentally Strong People Don’t Do

I found a great article on elitedaily about what things that mentally strong people don't do. I don't write this article, it's written by Paul Hudson.  Enjoy

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I often write about the things I believe we all should be doing, trying or experimenting with in order to maximize our success and happiness. However, it’s not always the things we do that make the biggest difference in our lives; it’s often the things we avoid doing that have the biggest effect. As human beings, we have a strong aversion to not doing; we feel that in order to produce results, there must be an initial action.

However, because we are almost always doing something, piling on more and more often has a negative effect, rather than a positive one. Among the mentally strong, there are several actions that are avoided in order to produce the greatest benefit in the shortest period of time.

These actions are those that the mentally strong avoid, and that we should consider adapting as our own:

JLPT and self-discipline

I passed JLPT N2 !! （≧▽≦）

For you who didn't know about JLPT, JLPT is an acronym for Japanese Language Proficiency Test, organized by the Japan Foundation and Japan Educational Exchanges and Services. The tests are divided into five levels, from N1 through N5, with the N5 being the easiest. Fluent can be construed as N1 level, while business-level could be translated as N2 level. More info about JLPT is on the website.

I thought I won't passed, yet I did ! After the test, I felt so depressed as I couldn't answer all of the question. I felt that I would be 100% failed. But I passed! Yay! I myself surprised when I check the website.Thanks for everyone who helped me with my study, and thanks for all of you who congratulate me, I'm really grateful and proud to have all of you.

Ice Tea (Ice Block version)

Hello ~ ! Long time not write here, university (always) kill a lot of time. So, now I will explain new method to enjoy a tea. (what? why so sudden?)

1) Go to a supermarket, and buy a tea. Like this :

2) Put into a freezer, and wait until the tea frozen.

3) Get out the ice from the package, and place it on a mug.

Done! Enjoy your block ice tea xD
Have fun ! xD

Okay.
(This post only an excuse for being stupid)
(People, don't ever place a drink on freezer ! It will froze !)
(LOL)

Trying Doubutsu Uranai (動物占い)

When I do some blog-walking, I found an interesting link about Doubutsu Uranai, or written as 動物占い in Japanese. Doubutsu Uranai is a fortune-telling which break down human characteristic into 12 different kind of animals using date of birth. You can check your own Doubutsu Uranai at english site or japanese site.

I'm not saying fortune-teller is an absolute thing but sometimes it's fun to check our characteristics. I don't really interested with future fortune-telling :-S

I borned at April 7. So my results are:

You are Purple Panther who tends to be precautious, and unlike your gentle atmosphere you are strong-minded and courageous woman.

You don't listen to other people, and carry out with your opinion. Although you don't possess coolness to see things objectively, and analyze subjects intelligently, you have great natural instinct. You have flexible thoughts, and can lead life with perseverance. You will not miss opportunity. You can adapt and sort out difficulties that you come across. You can face the things that interest you with unusual effort and spirit, but you will not even try to see those things that you are not interested.

You seem like a gentle and kind person, but really you possess lots of problems and are always struggling within yourself. People are unable to understand your complicated feelings. This increase your problems further. You are a person with great dreams and are active and possess straight forward baldness. You can show this talent in your career. You will not be able to stay quietly at home as a housewife.

Classifications by color:

Panther basic personality:

1. Panthers are uncompromising with honor and pride
2. Panthers like to be the center
3. Panthers want to talk about themselves
4. Panthers like new things
5. Panthers are smart dressers
6. Panthers like to change jobs
7. Panthers wear their feelings on their sleeve
8. Panthers are easily hurt
9. Panthers have a strong sense of justice
10. Panthers don't want to retire

Classifications by group:

I'm panther type so I'm on Full Moon group. Full Moon Group is Objective-Oriented type and Other Person Conscious, means:
- Objective oriented type
This type of person acts after thorough and careful planning. And if they decide on something, they will not want to change their mind in the middle. They work hard to achieve the set objective, and think very high of achievements.
- Other person consciousness.
Person in this side prefer to act according to other peoples pace. Therefore, even if they have their own opinion, they can give priority to other people's demands, and do not feel stress.

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Results from Japanese site:
(I did the uranai at March 3rd, so it's in Hinamatsuri style)(sorry for rough translation)

Phanter.
スタイリッシュな目立ちたがり屋 (Stylish and Attention Seeker)

俊敏な黒ひょうのようにスマートであることを大事にしているあなた。メンツやプライドにこだわり、リーダーシップを取りたがります。しかもオシャレで新しもの好き。最新の情報・流行を敏感にキャッチして、人より１歩前を歩きます。
(Just like a panther, you are a smart person. Uncompromising with honor and pride, often given responsibilities as leader because of the high level of leadership. Moreover, you are stylish and love to try something new. You always one step forward from the other in the matter of newest information or in fashion trends)

恋愛は見た目重視。性格は二の次です。普段は感情表現がいまいち苦手なくせに好きな相手には素直に自分を見せて、持ち前のリーダーシップでデートの仕切りもばっちりです。
(For romance, you are appearance-oriented. Next is personality. You are having problem to express your honest feelings to the others, but in front of your beloved one, you can show yourself honestly. Born with leadership, your date plan choice is perfect).

Character analysis by gender:

黒ひょう女性は、女王様
(Panther woman, is a queen)

黒ひょうの女性は、弱みを見せない女王様タイプ。美人が多くて、おしゃれ命。
本人も華やかなムードだからか、人がうらやむ華やかな職業や男性に憧れます。
(Panther woman is a type who wont show their weaknesses to other. Beautiful and stylish.
Because herself always in gorgeous mood, she adore a spectacular man and spectacular job which can make everyone jealous)

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Long long page just about fortune-telling. 
But yes, I don't like showing my weaknesses in front of another person, sometimes I can't even cry in front of my boyfriend or friend. I'm not stylish, but friends often said they want what I wear. I love trying something new and I tend to get bored easily.

Once again, You can check your own Doubutsu Uranai at english site or japanese site.
How's your result? Is it amusing?
xD

Oh my head, oh my brain

Hello hello!
Sunday, no university on sunday, happy xD
How are you?

I was reading a lot of hypothesis last night. One of it is Riemann hypothesis, a hypothesis working for prime number, it implies results about the distribution of prime numbers. Okay, let's not talking about technical and maths, I know there is not much people love maths. Frankly speaking, it IS a difficult thing to understand. You want to try to read a bit about Riemann hypothesis? Check wikipedia.

Before reading those hypothesis, I set my connection to download a recorded sound-leaking of recent event (you know what I mean). Then I lightly read the hypothesis on the bed, and somehow slept. I woke up on a slight midnight, and check the downloader, I hope it already finish downloading but unfortunately, it was disturbed on the middle so it was failed. I check twitter, turn on torrent software to seed something in case someone need my files, and then slept again. This is a summary of things I do last night.

Let's go to the details. When I woke up on midnight and see my download file failed, I feel like I saw someone upload it to 4 mf link before I slept. I feel like I download it from the audio-embed site to check if I can download it or not and in case the download file failed, I will try from mf. But when I check it again after I woke up, this person didn't upload it to MF or anything, but I really felt that I saw those links before I sleep. Is it "I-saw-mf-links" is a dream? why it feel so real? or when I slept, the uploader delete her post? Or just a dream? which one? And when I check twitter before my second sleep, I see someone tweeting about it, and I ask her if she have mf links... and I don't remember who I ask xD

On my second sleep, I dreamt of driving a car which my old neigborhood's, while someone help me pushing the brake and gas.

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Difficult to understand, right? My english seems worse and worsen, and worsen theses days.
I don't have enough sleep LOL I will continue my sleep today.
In the end, I ask one of my friend to download it from the audio-embed version or maybe I should try to download it again using my university connection. And the mf links case remains mystery.... =P

Uh oh.
You know about skewes' number? It's a number which claimed to be the closest to infinite number. You can imagine what kind of number? Oh course it's not 99999999999~ , not that. So the rail is zero - number - skewes number - infinite number. Don't forget about prime number and it's pattern too. They said mathematics are romantic because they are working on abstract thing.

So.
Don't read math hypothesis before sleep. It will disturb your brain.
The end. LOL.

A real boyfriend

 Everyone has their own ideal way of boyfriend. So do I. But I found this on book of quotes. I think this is a good way to express an ideal boyfriend would be, and it would be nice if there is one. So, I want to repost it on my blog. Check this out:

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don’t care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don’t care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth, kiss her
When she pushes you cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don’t let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her and tell her you love her

When she’s quiet, ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you, give her your attention
When she pulls away, pull her back
When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful

When you see her start crying, just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she’s scared, protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up

When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands, hold her’s and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes, don't look away until she does
When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers

When she is mad, hug her tight and don’t let go
When she says she is ok, don’t believe it
When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

Give her the world.
Let her know she’s important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain
Treat her like she’s all that matters to you

Let her wear your clothes
Don’t talk about other girls around her
Stay up all night with her when she’s sick

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid

When she reposts this bulletin, she wants you to read it

Storage-website status under SOPA-PIPA condition

For the currently popular issue of SOPA and PIPA bills on U.S., there is a lot of uncertainty on the internet so I'll try to sum it up. So, the state of popular storage sites:

MegaUpload- Closed.
FileServe - Closing does not sell premium.
FileJungle - Deleting files. Locked in the U.S..

UploadStation - Locked in the U.S..
FileSonic - the news is arbitrary (under FBI investigation).
VideoBB - Closed! would disappear soon.

Uploaded - Banned U.S. and the FBI went after the owners who are gone.
FilePost - Deleting all material (so will leave executables, pdfs, txts)
Videoz - closed and locked in the countries affiliated with the USA.

4shared - Deleting files with copyright and waits in line at the FBI.
MediaFire - Called to testify in the next 90 days and it will open doors pro FBI
Org torrent - could vanish with everything within 30 days "he is under criminal investigation

Network Share mIRC - awaiting the decision of the case to continue or terminate Torrent everything.

Koshiki - operating 100% Japan will not join the SOPA/PIPA
Shienko Box - 100% working china/korea will not join the SOPA/PIPA
ShareX BR - group UOL/BOL/iG say they will join the SOPA/PIPA

This situation is becoming bigger than I thought, this situation now is too frustrating. I hope things resolve soon... No download resource just mean that they are trying to erasing even a little smile from people :( Maybe it is what Mayan means about apocalypse, the "apocalypse of internet" :( Worst year ever, and it just January! What will be happens on the other 11 months? I hope there  nothing worsen than this. Why they are so happy by erasing smile from people one by one?

Oh okay, I'll just buy my own server instead. The era will change. Now, it is so normal to see people having their own external tera hard-disk instead of a flash disk. With this accident, I think people will having their own server =____= 

I will update it again when I found another info.  :)

Thanks for reading.

December Wish ♥

Please welcome, December. The end of this year is coming. If you have winter on your country, I will be so envy. YES, no winter in Indonesia, no snow! But I do want snow! GIMMEEEEE!!! *bricked*


//calm down

The one thing I sure remember about December is, SNOW (but no snow here). And the most important is... Winter Solstice. What is Winter Solstice? Winter Solstice remarks of the first day of Winter. It is about 21 Dec or 22 Dec. I do love cold weather rather than hot weather, maybe because I live on such a tropical country make me carving for cold weather or maybe if I can have a wish, I hope there is snow in Indonesia.

Because I'm a muslim, I did not celebrate Christmas, so that day have no mean for me. And New Year too, I'm really happy if I can spend it with my friends, BUT, my asthma will not let me go on such a cold night. Okay, I'll be home and just drink my hot cocoa ♥

Okay, lets go to the main topic. My December Wish :
I want him to smile, everyday. I want him to be happy, everytime. 
I want him to be success, for the entire of his life. I want to meet him. 
I miss him so much.

It is really different with my November wish. I do realize why, I adore someone and I feel so thankful to him, so I want him to be happy for the entire of his life. Of course I want him to be by my side, but I know it is impossible, I know my own limit, so I just can hope he is happy there on his life.

OHNovember~

Do you know that November is a peanut butter jam lover month? 

I bet you didn't know.

I never know about that too xDD ahahahaha
I'm just reading about this somewhere

Every new month come, I really love to do trivia like this ♪

Wishlist? Still the same with the other month. 

I want to be the better me.
Wish me luck :)

8 Deadly Words used by a Woman

 
Man are from Mars, Women are from Venus.
Maybe a lot of people has known this phrase. Man and woman created to completing each others, but they have a lot of differences. Especially on talks and behavior. To win a woman, is easy, just understand them. But man are hardly to understand what woman means, and so do woman. Woman usually used words but what they mean is completely different. So this is the common 8 deadly words which used by a woman when they are in a bad mood:

1. Fine
This is the word woman use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Nothing
This is the calm before storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing (2) usually end with fine (1).

3. Go ahead!
Okay, this is not a permission, this is a dare. Don't do it!

4. Loud Sigh
This is not a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (refer to number 2).

5. That's okay
This is the most dangerous statement of women can make to a man. "That's okay" means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

6. Five minutes
If she getting depressed, this means a half of hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch a game before helping around the house.

7. Whatever
Is a woman way of saying F*** Y**.

8. Don't worry about it. I got it.
Another dangerous statement. This mean something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now dong it herself. This will result in a man asking "What's wrong?" and woman response to number 3.

So..
Man, are you dare to keep us angry? :-)

Killing time with some internet personality quiz

Sometimes we can use internet to kill time, so I tried some personality quiz. I never believe in horoscope or fortune-telling, because I create my own future and I don't need anyone to tell me what should I do.  I believe in my own potential. But I love personality quiz, it feels more like an IQ test which have some personality assessment on it. You can try this quiz too here

Your rainbow is shaded red.

What is says about you: You are a passionate person. You appreciate energetic people. You get bored easily and want friends who will keep up with you.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

Let's see now....

1. Color is Red
Yes, my favorite color is red. Always red, sometimes pink and white and black. Red-color theme fashion is a must.

2. You are a passionate person.
Am I? People tend to said that I should focus on one thing which I can't because they said I have passion in too much field. I'm adventurous and love to try something new. As I love too much field, a question such "what's your hobby?" can be so troublesome for me. .............. what is "passionate" anyway? :P

3. You appreciate energetic people.
Yes, I don't like pessimistic behavior. I prefer to have energetic people around me.

4. You get bored easily and want friends who will keep up with you.
 Exactly. I realize I tend to get bored easily, so sometimes I should keep motivating myself to keep doing somethings. And yes, I want a friend who can keep up with me and my high-tension behavior.

Just another hyper day

今日は忙しいけどちょう楽しい＞＜
Maybe that was just one sentence to describe today.

Hari ini adalah hari istirahat-di-rumah-tidur-tiduran-di-kamar-sambil-download sama seperti hari-hari yang lain di liburan kali ini. Hahahaha kehidupan hanya mendownload , nonton, heboh, capek, tidur. Hahaha sounds stupid, but there is nothing I can do. Tapi entah kenapa hari ini agak lain.

Hari ini, tepatnya sekitar jam 9 lebih 10 menit, secara dadakan gw ditelpon sama cowok gw, katanya temenin dia ke kampusnya. Waaaw that was such a surprise. Err, kenapa surprise? karena gw abis berantem sama dia dan gw sama sekali nggak nyangka klo dia udah maafin gw dan blablablabla mari kita skip bagian lebay ini hahahaha

Karena gw belum ngapa-ngapain, belum mandi, belum makan, bahkan laptop masih nyala dan masih nge-download film. Spontan gw langsung lari turun dan langsung mandi. Semua obat gw yang segambreng banyaknya, langsung gw masukin ke sebuah plastik, lengkap dengan tiga kurma untuk jaga-jaga kalo ga sempet makan.Nah beres dan gw udah gak panik karena ajakan dadakan tadi hahaha.

Gw dan cowok gw naik pacar kedua cowok gw (baca: motor) ke kampus cowok gw, kampus tercinta IISIP. Kemudian kita ke bank BNI di UP, dan kemudian balik lagi ke IISIP. Perjalanan singkat ini cukup bikin capek juga. Karena bensin juga udah tiris jadi abis itu kita isi bensin dulu. Rencananya sih abis itu kita mau ke ITC Depok buat beli sesuatu-yang-dirahasiain dari gw.  Tapi ternyata diluar dugaan, ada razia banci!! eh salah, razia motor. Bukan karena cowok gw belum punya SIM ato STNK, jelas-jelas dia punya, tapi karena kaca helm gw retak jadinya ya kita menghindar aja. Kita muter jalan lewat Komplek Militer, nembus-nembus di kelapa dua.

Dan itu PERTAMA KALINYA GW LIHAT DAERAH MILITER. Oke, itu cuma komplek, tapi ada semuanya! Arena latihannya, tanknya, penampungan aer jadul, lapangannya, dan yang paling penting, RUMAH DINASNYA (?) wahahaha apa yang bikin gw terpukau dari rumah dinasnya?? GW JUGA GATAU (?). Yang paling mengejutkan buat gw adalah, ada sebuah jalan yang dijaga sama seorang tentara yang bawa senapan. Damn Cool!　ハンパじゃないよあれ！　

Muter-muter komplek militer itu bener-bener bikin pantat pegel. Gw sempet beberapa kali merasa, ah nyasar nih jangan-jangan, abisnya belok-belok melulu XD XD hahaha jadi pengen ketawa sendiri. Dan ditengah-tengah tamasya singkat perjalanan berkelok-kelok itu, gw juga mikir, kalo naik mobil pribadi gw udah mual muntah kali nih, gila jalanan belok-belok dah kayak di puncak <-- stupid. Keluar dari komplek tersebut, keluarlah kita di kelapa dua -- gundar -- gramed depok -- margo -- mall depok dan kemudian ITC Depok. Akkhirnya sampe juga, gw bener-bener seneng karena gw udah setengah tidur pas motor udah lewatin mall depok hahaha.

Dan tahu apa "benda-yang-dirahasian-dari-gw-yang-katanya-mau-dibeli-di-ITC"?? Ternyata modem. Modem si sm**t***n. あぁぁ、これか？！Gw pikir mau beli apa buat gw, ternyata buat dirinya sendiri seperti biasanya hahahaha XD Tadinya next destination adalah SMPnya cowok gw, tapi karena dia liat gw udah capek (yang sebenernya gw ngantuk luar biasa) akhirnya dia nganterin gw pulang. Tentu aja setelah sampe rumah, hal pertama yang gw lakukan adalah.... TIDUR

Ternyata hari ini ga berakhir gitu aja. Baru sebentar gw tidur, temen gw bilang mau dateng ke rumah buat ngambil data. Sepulangnya temen gw, dan baru aja gw mau tidur lagi, nyokap gw bilang klo kita mau ke dokter spesialis buat meriksa asma gw yang udah hampir tiga minggu gak reda-reda ini. And you know what, gw nungguin dokternya bisa hampir satu jam lebih. Dan gw ada di rumah sakit kurang lebih sekitar 4 jam WTH.

Dan sekarang gw gabisa tidur.
Dan sekarang udah bukan hari ini lagi!!
Hari ini udah bukan hari ini lagi! karena hari ini ya hari ini. Hayo gw bingung sendiri.
Ini harusnya post tanggal 14 Juli, dan sekarang udah tanggal 15 Juli. 
WTF. Long post.