No plan for holiday, and weird phenomenon

Ello~
Long time not see (after JLPT incident)
Sora speaking.

I'm still on my super long holiday till September, and do nothing but sleep and playing around the net everyday. Singapore cancelled, London cancelled, Japan cancelled. All of my plan cancelled so I do nothing LOL My parents are so moody, one day they say "okay you can go", and the other they would say "no you can't go". Hmph. Okay. No plan for this holiday.

Recently, I got a very high fever. Well, the cause is funny.
Here in Indonesia is already entering a transition period, where it's not summer nor rainy season. There is a lot of mosquitoes on this period. One night, I spray my room with anti-mosquitoes and I suppose to not entering my room for the next one hour, but I forgot and spent 15 minutes on my room until I cough a lot and realizes I was half poisoned already. And after that, I got fever. Perfect xD It's already three days of fever, and I can do nothing.
My family only laugh on me when they know I got fever because of this.

And there is a weird phenomenon too. That is the first time I cry of happiness.
There is someone I admire so much, and people talk about him on twitter about how his works and much, and they appraise him. When I read it, I'm burst with tears and somehow feel so proud (oh hello who are you? xDD). This feelings happen a lot, but I never feel so happy until I cry. It's not about me but somehow I feel so happy as it was me. My friend told me, "That is the signal that you love him dearly". Seriously?
I remember the new year time, I heard he will do 'something', I was so happy but I feel worried about him. And when I saw it going smoothly, I cried and said "yokatta T___T" a lot. Maybe, I was super nervous rather than him so when I saw it went smoothly, I was crying as I relieved it was okay.
Maybe, I love him for serious. Really? I still didn't believe it myself.
Oh, I don't really trust love these days. I want to focus on my study now. Study >> Love.

That is weird phenomenon number one.

The other is..
I have some kind weird habit to check every news on the morning. Both my local/domestic news and international news. I sometimes talk with my friend about that news. I feel uneasy if there is something happened and I have no clue what is it, so I check news everyday. And until one day I realized, the news I talk on the morning will be headline on the night news. I was like ===> 0___________________0 REALLY?? Well, it only happen twice (2 last week consecutively). I hope this is just a mere coincidence. I hope.


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oh my god, so random
LOL

Thanks for reading.

JLPT and ... *sigh*

Sunday, July 1, 2012. I'm going for JLPT test (nihongo noryokushiken). This is my first time taking JLPT so I'm so excited to go. I ready to go at about 8 am (test is 10 am), and take train. In the train, I do my morning routines like checking news, saying hi to people I talk the night before (I tend to slept in the middle of conv =P), and then I practicing kanji with one of my android application. I was so into my phone, sho when the train stop to a certain station, I panicked and went off from the train.

Skill are meant to be improved

I don't care what kind of person you are, as long as you have the skill I needed. The fact that your skill is not grading down is the same as you are not improving. Someday, you'll can't keep up with me. Skill are meant to be improved. If you think that you are stable, it means that you are started to grading down your own skill

I read this sentence on Iryuu ~Team Medical Dragon~, manga volume 20. The sentence is quite simple. Implying that if you think you are now in a stable condition, but in the fact you are not improving, then it means you are grading down your own skill. Skill are meant to be improved.

Remember what the genius, Steve Jobs say?

Stay hungry, stay foolish.

I think it have the same meaning. Stay hungry means, never be pleased. Stay foolish means, never feel you are smart or you are on the top. So over all, it means, you have to be never pleased, you have to always try something new and improved yourself because you are not and will never be the top.

I think I've degrade my own skill. At this moment, I saw that I don't have any improvement in every single task I had. I admitted that I 'm being lazy on this semester and I can't be like this forever! I'm really afraid that I'll not passed on this semester because of my own slacking state.

Reading the first sentence, I'm afraid if my skill is going to be down. Actually, I think it is stable, but that means I'm not improving even a bit. I already learn a lot of programming language like C, C++, C#, Lisp, Phyton, Ruby, Java, Flash programming, even PHP. Thinking that I'm stable, and after reading that sentence, I'll try making a program with those language and I can't do nothing. I already forgetting all of them.  At that time, I'm really regretting all of my slacking action and I have to start over all of this. No more slacking!

So I came up with one conclusion: even if you already master it, if you are not polish it again and again, you will forget all of it and all of your try to master it will be a non-sense act.

so, think twice if you think you are stable.
remember, skill are always meant to be improved!

Holiday Come--!

 Hi all~ Long time not see, ne  ♪


Berakhirnya ujian menandakan liburan telah tiba. Persetan dengan IP AAHAHAHAHAHAH *tawa tuan putri bersuara sopran* *ngakak sendiri* (≧▽≦) Nggak usah mikirin IP sampe nanti ngisi KRS <--- mahasiswa pemalas.

Liburan kali ini, nggak kemana-mana. Sama kayak liburan-liburan sebelumnya, dihabiskan dirumah dan pacaran sama obat dari dokter (atau sama dokternya hayooo hahahaha). Minggu pertama UAS, aku ngaku kalau aku ngeforsir diri sampai nggak tidur beberapa hari untuk membuat program untuk ujian programming dan saat diujiankan, program itu GATOT alias gagal total （>□<）sedih dan kesel tapi ya apa boleh buat, lain kali harus lebih berusaha!! ★ Dan karena itulah, minggu pertama berhasil dilewatkan dan minggu kedua langsung kena flu yang nggak sembuh2 karena diforsir lagi untuk ujian minggu kedua ( -_-)

Selepas ujian, akhirnya badan bener-bener tumbang （´・∀・｀） kupikir yaa, yasudahlah toh sudah liburan jadi bisa tidur di rumah. Beberapa hari kemudian, entah kenapa aku batuk-batuk terus, mending kalo batuknya biasa, ini batuknya bener-bener sakit sampe yang aku bisa cuma nangis. Udah gitu paru-paru suka tiba-tiba sakit kayak rasa ditusuk gitu. Yaaaa bisa ditebak ujungnya, aku ke sebuah rumah sakit di Depok daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan sayaa masuk UGD!! GREAT!! Mana ditanya-tanya sampe banyak banget pulaa *ketahuan dua orang itu kayaknya dokter magang deh* sampe akhirnya dokternya yang beneran dateng.

Pulang dari rumah sakit, aku langsung istirahat dan langsung minum obat karena udah bener-bener sakit itu leher dan paru-paru. Dan sampe sekarang masih suka begitu, bahkan setiap malem pun rasa itu suka kambuh ( iдi ) Aku takut kalo waktu udah berganti malam karena perasaan sakit itu terus muncul ( iдi )

Ada firasat kalo dua bulan lebih liburan ini bakal bener-bener dijalanin di rumah ( iдi )
Aaa demo, gambaranakya （>□<）
Gambatte atashi （>□<）

Kehidupan kuliah (First two months)

Hello bloggers~!
Hidupku menjadi mahasiswa, meskipun baru dua bulan lebih, benar-benar sibuk. Sampai-sampai blog ini terabaikan, ya ampun maaf ya blog *bersih-bersih debu dan sarang laba-laba*

Seperti kalian tahu, seorang mahasiswa TI pasti mempelajari yang namanya bahasa pemrograman. Dan dalam kasusku, aku belajar bahasa pemrograman yang 'paling mudah' yaitu C++. Well, this is not my first time learning C++. I already learn it when I'm a high schoolers. Tapi seiring waktu, seiring dengan aku mempelajari banyak hal lain, tertarik pada hal lain, semua ini terlupakan begitu saja. Mungkin tertumpuk di rak paling belakang dalam arsip-arsip di otakku, atau mungkin sudah hilang sama sekali. Terbukti dengan seberapa seringnya aku menganga terpaku melihat kasus-kasus C++ yang saat ini kupelajari. Oh my god, this is really an easy task! But I cant do it properly. Dalam melakukan coding juga, aku selalu tertukar antara C++, C, dan Java.

Buku yang gw pake dalam pembelajaran, adalah sebuah buku setebal 1034 halaman dan semuanya itu menggunakan bahasa Inggris. Saat membaca semua kasus yang ada, aku benar-benar mengerti. Oh ini untuk begini, itu untuk begitu. Tapi ketika disuruh untuk menuliskan sendiri, I cant do that!!

Selain C++, ada lagi yang menjadi masalah buatku, yaitu Basis Data. Kalau yang ini, pengetahuan dasarku benar-benar 0 besar. Dan ini benar-benar hal yang amat sangat baru bagiku. Suuuusaaaaaaaaaaah sekali membuatnya mudah dicerna dengan otakku yang sudah penuh dengan banyak hal. Rasanya aku pengen banget meng-upgrade otakku ini menjadi otak yang lebih banyak kapasitas memorinya LOL.

Well, long time ago, I had a friend. He is such a genius boy I ever met. He is the one who taught me programming when I'm still at the junior high school. And until now, I really remember what he said to me,

"Tidak ada hal yang kamu nggak bisa. Ini semua hanya bergantung pada seberapa serius kamu melakukannya. Jika kamu serius, tidak ada hubungannya dengan kamu bisa atau tidak. Jika kamu serius, hal yang tidak bisa kau lakukan, akan menjadi mudah untuk kamu lakukan"

Ya, kata-kata itulah yang membuat aku selalu ingin mencoba hal baru. Tidak ada hal yang sulit, tidak ada hal yang tidak bisa kulakukan, karena semua bergantung dengan keseriusanku sendiri dalam mengerjakan hal itu. Kalau dipikir-pikir, karena kata-kata itulah, sekarang banyak yang berkata bahwa aku serba bisa. Bukannya aku sombong, tapi aku sangat bersyukur dapat bertemu orang seperti dia.

Yosh, semangat.
Taklukkan semua mata kuliah, dapat IPK yang tinggi!
amin.

Ceramah guru matematik

Yang paling menarik adalah..
DIA BATUK AMPE 133 KALI *plak*

ehem.. ayo serius.. yang tadi juga serius sih

Guru matematika gw itu orangnya asik banget. Seru.
Dia selalu bikin yang susah jadi gampang :)
Disela-sela ngajar dia selalu bercanda dan ngasih pencerahan ke anak muridnya..

Tadi di sela-sela dia ngajar soal baris dan deret geometri
Tiba-tiba, mulai lah dia mengeluarkan kata-kata pencerahan dia..
Dia ngomongin soal motivasi buat UN..
bagus lah, jadi pada semangat deh anak-anak di kelas..

Tapi selama dia ngasi pencerahan, ada beberapa yang 2 hal yang gw temuin

1. Lama-lama muka guru gw ini jadi mirip pemain sun go kong yang di kera sakti 

[becanda, piss, bukan saya yang ngomong pak]

2. Pak guru kesayangan gw ini ngomong sambil batuk, dan itu gw itungin, 133 kali lho!

3. Ternyata motivasi sebelum UN itu emang penting ya, gw yang bener-bener stress sampe ilang beneran stress-nya!

4. Emang orang jepang itu patut ditiru, terutama 4 hal (1. gila kerja 2. malu 3. optimis *yang keempat lupa gw*)

ah, bisa-bisa gw dituntut nih ngomong begini..
wkwkwk piss pak, maaf pak..
tapi saya emang salut sama isi pencerahan bapak :)