Trying Doubutsu Uranai (動物占い)

When I do some blog-walking, I found an interesting link about Doubutsu Uranai, or written as 動物占い in Japanese. Doubutsu Uranai is a fortune-telling which break down human characteristic into 12 different kind of animals using date of birth. You can check your own Doubutsu Uranai at english site or japanese site.

I'm not saying fortune-teller is an absolute thing but sometimes it's fun to check our characteristics. I don't really interested with future fortune-telling :-S

I borned at April 7. So my results are:

You are Purple Panther who tends to be precautious, and unlike your gentle atmosphere you are strong-minded and courageous woman.

You don't listen to other people, and carry out with your opinion. Although you don't possess coolness to see things objectively, and analyze subjects intelligently, you have great natural instinct. You have flexible thoughts, and can lead life with perseverance. You will not miss opportunity. You can adapt and sort out difficulties that you come across. You can face the things that interest you with unusual effort and spirit, but you will not even try to see those things that you are not interested.

You seem like a gentle and kind person, but really you possess lots of problems and are always struggling within yourself. People are unable to understand your complicated feelings. This increase your problems further. You are a person with great dreams and are active and possess straight forward baldness. You can show this talent in your career. You will not be able to stay quietly at home as a housewife.

Classifications by color:

Panther basic personality:

1. Panthers are uncompromising with honor and pride
2. Panthers like to be the center
3. Panthers want to talk about themselves
4. Panthers like new things
5. Panthers are smart dressers
6. Panthers like to change jobs
7. Panthers wear their feelings on their sleeve
8. Panthers are easily hurt
9. Panthers have a strong sense of justice
10. Panthers don't want to retire

Classifications by group:

I'm panther type so I'm on Full Moon group. Full Moon Group is Objective-Oriented type and Other Person Conscious, means:
- Objective oriented type
This type of person acts after thorough and careful planning. And if they decide on something, they will not want to change their mind in the middle. They work hard to achieve the set objective, and think very high of achievements.
- Other person consciousness.
Person in this side prefer to act according to other peoples pace. Therefore, even if they have their own opinion, they can give priority to other people's demands, and do not feel stress.

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Results from Japanese site:
(I did the uranai at March 3rd, so it's in Hinamatsuri style)(sorry for rough translation)

Phanter.
スタイリッシュな目立ちたがり屋 (Stylish and Attention Seeker)

俊敏な黒ひょうのようにスマートであることを大事にしているあなた。メンツやプライドにこだわり、リーダーシップを取りたがります。しかもオシャレで新しもの好き。最新の情報・流行を敏感にキャッチして、人より１歩前を歩きます。
(Just like a panther, you are a smart person. Uncompromising with honor and pride, often given responsibilities as leader because of the high level of leadership. Moreover, you are stylish and love to try something new. You always one step forward from the other in the matter of newest information or in fashion trends)

恋愛は見た目重視。性格は二の次です。普段は感情表現がいまいち苦手なくせに好きな相手には素直に自分を見せて、持ち前のリーダーシップでデートの仕切りもばっちりです。
(For romance, you are appearance-oriented. Next is personality. You are having problem to express your honest feelings to the others, but in front of your beloved one, you can show yourself honestly. Born with leadership, your date plan choice is perfect).

Character analysis by gender:

黒ひょう女性は、女王様
(Panther woman, is a queen)

黒ひょうの女性は、弱みを見せない女王様タイプ。美人が多くて、おしゃれ命。
本人も華やかなムードだからか、人がうらやむ華やかな職業や男性に憧れます。
(Panther woman is a type who wont show their weaknesses to other. Beautiful and stylish.
Because herself always in gorgeous mood, she adore a spectacular man and spectacular job which can make everyone jealous)

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Long long page just about fortune-telling. 
But yes, I don't like showing my weaknesses in front of another person, sometimes I can't even cry in front of my boyfriend or friend. I'm not stylish, but friends often said they want what I wear. I love trying something new and I tend to get bored easily.

Once again, You can check your own Doubutsu Uranai at english site or japanese site.
How's your result? Is it amusing?
xD

Kokoronotomo TV program launching event + でんぱ組.Inc (dempagumi.inc) mini live

Just one day before the event, my friend ask me to go with her to a launching event of a new television program titled "kokoronotomo". I'm actually not really want to go anywhere because I'm so tired with university thingy, but because she said she have no one to do with her so I decide to go with her. The event held at Plaza Senayan, Jakarta, February 16, 2013.

It's Saturday so I still have to attend a class at uni, and then I met my friend at around 1 pm. I was stupidly use a high heels and stupidly hurt my own feet because walk too much. I thought I should buy a flat shoes when I arrived on Plaza Senayan, but somehow I feel too lazy to walk so I keep using it all day. Yay I survive with high heels FULL DAY (sorry, I'm a sneaker girl xD)

Unforgettable Memory

Hello ! Long time not write here!

I was actually trying to write a journal everyday on my laptop, so sometimes I forgot to post here because I already write it on my journal. But, here I am ! Maybe no one will read it by the way *laugh* 2012 almost end. A lot of things happened this year. Do you think this year flow so fast? I mean, every year flow so fast. When we realized, it already about to end.

This year, I'm 20 years old. The most weird birthday I think. My ex-boyfriend gave me a birthday cake and birthday present, but actually I feel so weird and actually the present broke so fast. And the most weirdest part is, a lot of people I didn't know said happy birthday to me. A woman I didn't know even made me a birthday cake, a very delicious chocolate birthday cake. I feel weird, but I'm so grateful. A lot of person know me means my network expanded. I'm so grateful, thank you so much.

Okay, actually, I'm not going to talk about my birthday.

This happened last year, December 2011. I remember I wrote about it already, but well, anyway, I want to talk about it again. A special person to me going to play a piano. I'm not going to say his name, but he is a special person to me. When I heard he will play a piano, I feel so happy and sooooooooooo nervous on that time. I don't know why, but I'm so nervous. I don't know. I'm weird. I'm so worried, and so nervous. I'm trying to assure myself that he will make it.

And on the performance day, I was so worried waiting for him to perform (on tv). I know, he maybe already used with the pressure and television's working atmosphere. I think I'm stupid to be nervous about him, he is no one for me, not even a friend.  When he start to play the piano, my tears can't stop flowing. I didn't even realize what he song play and what song his friends sung, I just can't help but feel so relieved. I can't stop saying, "yokatta, it turns out good, yokatta..." . I'm so relieved. I'm sooo relieved. 

Okay. I'm stupid. I'm weird. I feel so nervous when someone, who didn't even know me, will perform. I still can't believe it that I cry and feel so relieved on that time. But I understand one thing, he was so special to me. That's why I care about him. I'm kinda relieved he wouldn't play the piano this year.

And this year, is the first and the last time I write a letter. Officially a love letter, which supposedly to be a thanks letter. And I stupidly sent it to him, stupid stupid stupid. I just realized that I write it as it's a love letter, not a thanks letter, one day after I sent it. That's kinda stupid. I hope it didn't reach him. I hope.

This year seems so special.
Hope I can try something new again next year.
Cheers !

Pain and tears, trial and error

These days, I taste a lot of bitter experience. In such a short span of time, failed a lot in various field.

It's already four years since my body gotten this weak. How much I blame myself for my own condition. I never can forget the night I spent with pain and tears. Just how much it hurts me that I can't be as active as I was in the past. Entering my third year of university, I realized that I missed a lot of things. I didn't enter any clubs, I only have a little circle by my own, and this kind of condition can't satisfy myself.

"I wish to live a life with the attitude of never to compromise and give in to myself. "
A word that I keep on my head. I promise to myself that I won't compromise with anything. I won't let myself keep this weak anymore. I don't really care if my body crushed anytime. I'm a strong girl, heart and body, yesterday, now, tomorrow, and always. (And thanks for someone who said that words, actually, it save my heart a lot. Only if I can thanked you in person :') )

Bitter experience came up a lot since the time I decide to be strong. I failed a lot in various field. I try this, failed. I try that, failed. I choose this, wrong. I can't said this as a "problem", since it's not really a problem itself. I feel so disappointed of myself, I feel so frustrated. I already done my best, and I still failed. Not in one thing, but a lot of things.

I'm now at the point where I didn't know what to do.
I didn't know what is my specialty.  I didn't know which road I should take.
I can do nothing. I feel so weak. It seems like this is not myself. 

In such a short span of time, a lot of things happened.  Bitter, and of course, good thing happened too.
Yes, Life is trial and error process. Sometimes you need to be knocked down just to make you stand up higher. 
Life is the education process. Trial and error process. Up and down cycle.

Thinking positive. I got a lot of experience, very nice experience. Even that I was failed, I hope this won't let me down too much. I'm really sorry that I have such a roller-coaster mood.  Even I was cried, I can't cry too much because I know I should stand up and face all of it. Maybe, I'm not suited on 'these' fields and there will be MORE AND MORE AND MORE field I can get myself into it.
 
I hope, I can do better next time. 
Yes. I'm a strong girl, heart and body, yesterday, now, tomorrow, and always.

Oh my head, oh my brain

Hello hello!
Sunday, no university on sunday, happy xD
How are you?

I was reading a lot of hypothesis last night. One of it is Riemann hypothesis, a hypothesis working for prime number, it implies results about the distribution of prime numbers. Okay, let's not talking about technical and maths, I know there is not much people love maths. Frankly speaking, it IS a difficult thing to understand. You want to try to read a bit about Riemann hypothesis? Check wikipedia.

Before reading those hypothesis, I set my connection to download a recorded sound-leaking of recent event (you know what I mean). Then I lightly read the hypothesis on the bed, and somehow slept. I woke up on a slight midnight, and check the downloader, I hope it already finish downloading but unfortunately, it was disturbed on the middle so it was failed. I check twitter, turn on torrent software to seed something in case someone need my files, and then slept again. This is a summary of things I do last night.

Let's go to the details. When I woke up on midnight and see my download file failed, I feel like I saw someone upload it to 4 mf link before I slept. I feel like I download it from the audio-embed site to check if I can download it or not and in case the download file failed, I will try from mf. But when I check it again after I woke up, this person didn't upload it to MF or anything, but I really felt that I saw those links before I sleep. Is it "I-saw-mf-links" is a dream? why it feel so real? or when I slept, the uploader delete her post? Or just a dream? which one? And when I check twitter before my second sleep, I see someone tweeting about it, and I ask her if she have mf links... and I don't remember who I ask xD

On my second sleep, I dreamt of driving a car which my old neigborhood's, while someone help me pushing the brake and gas.

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Difficult to understand, right? My english seems worse and worsen, and worsen theses days.
I don't have enough sleep LOL I will continue my sleep today.
In the end, I ask one of my friend to download it from the audio-embed version or maybe I should try to download it again using my university connection. And the mf links case remains mystery.... =P

Uh oh.
You know about skewes' number? It's a number which claimed to be the closest to infinite number. You can imagine what kind of number? Oh course it's not 99999999999~ , not that. So the rail is zero - number - skewes number - infinite number. Don't forget about prime number and it's pattern too. They said mathematics are romantic because they are working on abstract thing.

So.
Don't read math hypothesis before sleep. It will disturb your brain.
The end. LOL.

Hello mr.Doppelganger

When destiny try to twist by itself.

Day by day, you come, and come, and come to my mind.
Again, again, and again. It's hard to brush you up from my heart.
Well hello mister doppelganger, can you please let me hear your words?




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Okay, trying to be artistic with words. But, this is really words which illustrating what happened now to me. I try to address him as mister doppelganger for our 'same'-ness and 'opposite'-ness. I'm so thirst to talk to him, to hear his mind words. I don't know if I can categorize this as love, or just a simple adore.

I don't have particular type I want from a man. Just simple, brainy and older than me. I can't even see my university friends as 'a man' because I tend to see them as a person on the same age with me. Well, yes, even with the senior, I can't see them as 'a man', even if they can be categorized as a brainy man. Then ? What actually I search on a man? Nothing. Seriously. I can't and never feel love in the first sight. I should know him as my friend first. Yes, I don't have particular type but I'm a person who tend to be a fan of my boyfriend. If a man caught my attention, he will be "my type".

That's why... I think I adore this person in the first time. He is not even my friend or anything, he is just a man out of my range. He is so smart with his words, he put his friend first, he is attractive in my eyes. I'm so curious with all of the question piled up since I know him. Why we are so similar in a lot ways? Why we have something so opposite?

Day by day, my question piled up more and more.

Well, if we think about it closely, this is what human called about. Human completing each other. Similar things between humans, and the opposite things between humans. All of the human in this world like that. Do I really love him? Or it is just because I adore him, he always in my mind?

Because I think of him, I start to get off from my own track. Please get out from my head. I'm trying not to be jealous, because jealous can't give me anything. I can't help to cry out my frustration, I want to hear your voice so badly. Maybe I will cry in the time I see you. And with all of this proof, why I can't assure myself that I love you?

Dear myself, why you can't fall in love easily?

Dear mister on my mind...

What would you think if there is someone, separated more than 1000 miles from you, didn't know who you are, never meet you, and then he talk about the same thing like you, have same opinion like you, read something that you read, and this thing didn't happened once.

This person and me, how's the destiny will connect us? Are you a destined person? or a doppelganger? Or this is just a mere coincidence between us?

I do try to know this guy, I do my best. But if I had chance to meet him, there would be something that make me can't meet him. If I try to search for his contact, I always hit a wall and stop on his co-workers or his best friend and they would never told me his number.

The more I try to know this person, it feels more impossible. I feel so much wall between me and this guy, there is a lot of 'things' which didn't want me and this guy meet.  The more I try to know this person, the more I feel weird. There is a lot of same things we share, and there is a lot of differences too. 'Complete hte same' things, and 'complete opposite' things.

I want to try to talk with this guy.
I'm so curious with this guy.
Wonder if he feel the same?
I bet not, he didn't know me btw.

I want to believe that this is not the right time for us to meet.
Maybe there would be any perfect right time to meet, right? :-)

JLPT and ... *sigh*

Sunday, July 1, 2012. I'm going for JLPT test (nihongo noryokushiken). This is my first time taking JLPT so I'm so excited to go. I ready to go at about 8 am (test is 10 am), and take train. In the train, I do my morning routines like checking news, saying hi to people I talk the night before (I tend to slept in the middle of conv =P), and then I practicing kanji with one of my android application. I was so into my phone, sho when the train stop to a certain station, I panicked and went off from the train.

My very first Oden

Hello !

I had a little meeting with my besties today at Lawson, and I never knew they sold Oden ! After being in such a unnecessary dilemma, I had my very first Oden. It consist of Chikuwa, Konyaku, and Daikon .... and some things I don't remember the name. It was quite good, and I can't wait for having my second Oden :9

I know, buying Oden at a convenience store maybe not as delicious as the original thing. I'll do my best so I can eat Oden in Japan (^o^)/

Packet From Japan [vol.3]

My friend from Japan sent me a packet again, for the third time (that is why I put 'vol.3' LOL). She is like a mother, a sister, a best friend, and family for me. Both of us now so busy, but we still in contact each other. I feel so bad that I can't give her anything... I hope I can go to Japan soon, so I can meet her ^^
Not only Japan, I want to go to a lot of country to visit my friends (not for trips :-P). Especially Italy and Kuwait :-) I hope I can meet them soon!

Back to the packet, I'm so happy that she sent me a lot of cute snacks.  Yeah, I'm such a sucker for cute thing, so when I open the packet, I only can scream "KAWAAAAAIIIIII!!!" :-D (Kawaii, 可愛い, Japanese words for 'cute'). First is this cute thing:

Maybe for Japanese people, this is just an ordinary snack you can found anywhere. But for Indonesian like me, I never seen this before. First is Pocky Panda, in Indonesia here, there is only Pocky Chocolate, Vanilla, and Decorated. This is the first time I see Pocky Panda, and the package is really really cute, not only the outer but the inner too. And the second, on the upper part on the photo, is Sakusaku Panda biscuit. This biscuit is sooooo cute, it formed a panda face, and consist of chocolate biscuit and chocolate cream. It is so cute, I almost can't eat it, but in the end I eat it <--- can't resist chocolate. And the third, the right part on the photo, is Nameneko Card Gum. It is just an ordinary bubble gum with a bonus of cat card on it. I luuuuuuuurve cat so much, and flailing on the card too much. LOL. Here is the inside of Pocky Panda and Nameneko Card Gum (forget to take photo on sakusaku panda biscuit)

You can click on the picture for larger pic. See, it is just a normal snack, but the package is really cute. The cat card look like Japanese Driver License card, but the photo is cat. And the inside package of Panda Pocky, super cuuuuute. Ordinary white package with a lot of little panda picture printed on it. Cute. There is no Panda Pocky in Indonesia, if there is one, I will buy it everyday :D only because it cute LOL

There is another snack too. There is three lollipop, those lollipop shape like mickey mouse head. Super cute. Beside of the snacks, she sent me Softback catalog with dog picture on it. Dog is cute. Dog is cute. Dog is cute <3 The dog is the famous Softbanks's image character dog named Oto-san. Super cute. And then, she sent me some food material too. I said to her that I want to try make cream stew and she said there is a special material to make it. And she really sent it! Along with the cocoa milk powder that I want to try too :D I will try to make it when holiday comes (next month, I hope it's not getting worse)

And the last is, Arashi's single, Wild at Heart! I ask her because I'm really busy and forget to order it. Stupid me. I personally like the regular jacket. Wild at Heart is theme song for Matsumoto Jun-san's drama, title is "Lucky Seven". Well, I watch it because there is Oizumi Yo-san and Eita-san.I love this song, the theme is really cheerful and give spirit to anyone who listen to it. If you haven't try to listen to it, TRY IT!

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I'm laughing by myself when I write the labels. "I'm a worldwide girl" ahahahahaha xD My friend keep addressing me as "worldwide", I don't know why. Because I'm confused what should I do with the labels, then I put this tags lolololololol.

ijou.

ifat deshita.

Storage-website status under SOPA-PIPA condition

For the currently popular issue of SOPA and PIPA bills on U.S., there is a lot of uncertainty on the internet so I'll try to sum it up. So, the state of popular storage sites:

MegaUpload- Closed.
FileServe - Closing does not sell premium.
FileJungle - Deleting files. Locked in the U.S..

UploadStation - Locked in the U.S..
FileSonic - the news is arbitrary (under FBI investigation).
VideoBB - Closed! would disappear soon.

Uploaded - Banned U.S. and the FBI went after the owners who are gone.
FilePost - Deleting all material (so will leave executables, pdfs, txts)
Videoz - closed and locked in the countries affiliated with the USA.

4shared - Deleting files with copyright and waits in line at the FBI.
MediaFire - Called to testify in the next 90 days and it will open doors pro FBI
Org torrent - could vanish with everything within 30 days "he is under criminal investigation

Network Share mIRC - awaiting the decision of the case to continue or terminate Torrent everything.

Koshiki - operating 100% Japan will not join the SOPA/PIPA
Shienko Box - 100% working china/korea will not join the SOPA/PIPA
ShareX BR - group UOL/BOL/iG say they will join the SOPA/PIPA

This situation is becoming bigger than I thought, this situation now is too frustrating. I hope things resolve soon... No download resource just mean that they are trying to erasing even a little smile from people :( Maybe it is what Mayan means about apocalypse, the "apocalypse of internet" :( Worst year ever, and it just January! What will be happens on the other 11 months? I hope there  nothing worsen than this. Why they are so happy by erasing smile from people one by one?

Oh okay, I'll just buy my own server instead. The era will change. Now, it is so normal to see people having their own external tera hard-disk instead of a flash disk. With this accident, I think people will having their own server =____= 

I will update it again when I found another info.  :)

Thanks for reading.

Start a bilingual (or trilingual) blog

I just want to make an announcement that starting today

I will start this blog in bilingual language or maybe trilingual language 

on Indonesian, Japanese, and English. 

よろしくどうぞ

A late birthday present

 Ulangtahun gw itu udah lama banget, tanggal 7 April kemaren. Sekarang, tanggal 16 Agustus.
Dan ada kado yang setelah beberapa lama baru sampai ke gw. Sebenernya bukan baru sampai. Tapi baru gw lihat. Kok bisa sih? Begini ceritanya...

Berawal dari keaktifan gw di sebuah international forum bergenre anime-manga. Gw udah cukup lama aktif disana dan cukup dikenal termasuk sebagai member teraktif, bahkan menjadi moderator group-group disana. Suatu ketika, ulangtahun gw tiba, dan meriah lah ucapan-ucapan terima kasih buat gw. Dan banyak juga kado-kado sederhana dari member-member lain, contohnya gambar buatan sendiri. Berhubung semua member tahu kalau gw itu freak banget sama Allen Walker (D.Gray-Man) dan Hibari Kyouya (KHR), ya kebanyakan hadiah-hadiah dari mereka ya berhubungan dengan itu. 

Salah satu member yang berasal dari Meksiko bilang dia punya hadiah spesial buat gw. Tapi gw harus tunggu sebulan dulu, baru hadiahnya dikirim ke email gw. Hahaha, gw pikir dia cuma bercanda,  eh ternyata beneran. Setelah lama gak online ke forum itu karena gw UN, tiba-tiba di profile gw udah ada visitor message yang numpuk, dan salah satunya dari temen gw ini, dia bilang hadiahnya udah dikirim ke email gw. 

Gw punya tiga email. Di yahoo, hotmail, dan di google. Nah, yang paling sering gw buka adalah yang email yang yahoo. Jadi so pasti yang gw check adalah email yahoo. Dan, tadaaa... GAK ADA

Ah tuh bocah bercanda kali yah. Setelah gw liat gak ada. Gw pikir dia cuma bercanda, and gak pernah lagi gw pikirin tuh kado.  Nah akhir-akhir ini, gw kembali aktif di forum itu. Dan gw ngobrol-ngobrol sama temen Meksiko gw itu. Blablabla, ternyata di ngirim ke email yang di hotmail. Ah pantesan kok gak ada. Gw bukalah email gw itu.

TADAAAA...
114 pics of Hibari Kyouya
yang gw ga punya XDD~ Astagfirullah, gw langsung mau teriak. Mana imut-imut banget lagi *ditabok* Ini buktinya




Benar-benar kado yang terlambat, tapi bener-bener bikin hati gw seneng banget. 

Me or not me?

The Little Queen.. 


Sora Narumi. 17. Cewek. Rada Moody dan gak jelas.

Hobinya nguprek-nguprek komputernya yang makin lama makin ga jelas juga (laptop udah almarhum XD pengen beli lagi~), dengerin musik-musik Jepang atau lagu-lagu yang temponya upbeat di mp3 yang sering dibanting ampe LCDnya miring, baca komik yang udah menggunung lebay, and jalan-jalan yang gak jelas juntrungannya.

 
Sangat mencintai kucing dan keluarga sejenis kucing seperti singa dan harimau. Pernah nyoba minta melihara harimau, hasilnya malah ditabok, padahal pengen setengah mati T___T Akhirnya malah melihara ikan, eh mati semua. Yaudah lah ga usah melihara apa-apa, daripada mati terus. Cukup ngeliatin kucing-kucing peliharaan si pacar yang bandel-bandel itu aja :)


Makanan kesukaan gw itu rujak dan mpek-mpek. Sebenernya sih semua makanan juga suka, asalkan pedes :) And gw paling suka yang namanya film horror, atau yang thriller suspense :)

Blog ini adalah blog kedua. Blog pertama yang isinya sejak saya umur 14 tahun dan sekarang pindah kesini. Alasan pindah blog? Ga ada alasan apa-apa sih, pengen aja :)*ditabok*

Cita-cita saya? Banyak. Mau disebutin semua? OK.
Saya itu pengen jadi ... Arkeolog, Ahli IT, Fotografer, Dokter Bedah, Progammer, Astronot, banyak deh.. Tapi sekarang cuma mau jadi ahli IT yang multi skill aja *songong banget* XDD~

Paling benci sama mahluk melata berbulu bertitel ULAT! yang berani ngasih2 ulat ke saya, saya bakal tabok pake kursi. Dan juga saya gak suka kecap dan susu, karena rasanya aneh. Tapi saya paling suka SEAFOOD sama COKELAT. Saya bisa ngabisin 10 bar cokelat dalam waktu satu jam dengan efek samping yang lumayan

Yah intinya saya emang gak jelas. Hohoho~
Regards! Sora Narumi~